6 facts about me that only few people know

shookt… should I really reveal these???… HAHHAH but I think there’s no big deal naman if i’ll reveal it.

1. There’s no Dela Cerna’s blood flowing in me.
   > it’s actually a long story. HAHAAH
2. I have an autism ate
   > she is born that way already. But she is not like the other autism that have a tantrum. She is well behaved. Anyway, she will turn 18 this year ❤ ❤ ❤ she is our blessing.
3. I like it when someone is tapping my head
   > so childish right? but HAHAHA that’s true.
4. I hate boys when it comes to love
   > i’m not really a bitter person, but based on my experience kasi it is already hard to believe someone when it comes to love.
5. My life is just an option (I’m not supposedly living right now)
   > yung dapat kong kuya kasi namatay when he was in my mother’s tomb. eh my parents kasi has their policy na 3 children lang. And i’m the youngest one, so my mind always overthought that my life is just a borrowed life, I’m not supposedly living right now it should be kuya not me.
6. I attempted suicide when I was on grade 9
   > this is actually the first time I’ll reveal this.. because even my friends and my family doesn’t know this. hehhehe but it’s in the past naman na… ” I wanted to die everyday, but I don’t want to die right now”

most of these are because of my insecurities… haysss and I really wanted to stop it. 助けて