I cried last night

I had a dream last night
I saw a girl leaning on her bed
with her sister beside her sleeping so deep
her face were covered with her legs
crying silently

And heard her asking
“why me?”
“for all the people in this world, why me?”
“why? why am I living?”
“why?why?why?”
she repeatedly ask

As she burst in tears
she held her head up
beating herself
holding her sob
trying not to wake her sister up

I wanted to comfort her
but seeing her crying makes my heart light
I wanted to stop her
but something inside my heart told me
to let her cry
“let her cry”

So as the night pass
I was there looking at her, suffering in pain
But I really felt lightness
when I saw her that way
I felt relief, seeing her crying
seeing her suffering

Then I just found myself awake
that as I open my eyes
I saw a water in my eye lashes
blurring my sight
and I ask
“did I cried?”
“why my eyes are wet?”

and something in my heart answered
“why?”
because
“I cried last night.”

Published by aiangiel

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