HOPE

I was too selfish for shutting my heart down and never thought of opening it again not knowing that there are people around me That appreciates me, seeing my worth ang loves me as who l am

That wakes me up in the deepest part of my heart and realized, I needed help in this very dark I know someone is there but i was too blind to see them so i just let my tears fall down and think…

I wonder when… this heart will open again will it open without my mind knowing it? or it is already open I just kept on denying it and keep pulling myself down to where I am now

That’s why i felt so sorry That’s why i’m telling you “I’m sorry” cause I really don’t know when i’ll get out of here but i’ll try to climb up again and I hope i’ll see you there in the end.

But it’s okay if you’re not there maybe meeting you is just an imagination of my pity self that’s tired of living in this dark but I know, somewhere in my heart you exist. and thank you for existing.